2003-02-09 - 1:19 p.m.

marriage is such just an excuse just to spend an entire vacation having sex.

speaking of which, i hope my widdle jer-jer doesn't get his widdle heart broken today. meggilocks, be nice to him so he doesn't freak out and run away to swarthmore.

i slept in ryan's shirt last night, and when i woke up i smelled him on the shirt and i was still half asleep and i thought that he was there since his smell was there and i was so sad when i woke up alone.

i'm tired because i stayed up until midnight taking pictures of my socks.

one step forward - one step back