2003-07-28 - 7:45 p.m.

my day had gone pretty shitty. everyone was blowing me off, grounded, gone, mad at me, or something. i went outside to lift my spirits.

just then, a squirrel pissed on my head. yeah. it was in the top of a tree. i sat down under the tree. it started to come down the tree, inching downward as it chattered at me. about halfway down, it stopped, ran back to the top, pissed on me and ran away

i want to die.

one step forward - one step back