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2003-08-22 - 9:51 p.m.

my birthday party is tomorrow at wildwood at one.

i feel juvenile, trying vainly to get everyone to feel bad for me. which i guess they do but not in any helpful way. not that there is a helpful way.

okay, i feel juvenile, feeling also very sorry for myself, in the really retarded way.

i have now three days to lay the foundation for getting what i want in the next four months.

what i want is a fucking frog prince.

i hope my goddamn eighteenth birthday party doesn't get babysat.

retarded retarded retarded

 

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