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2003-10-22 - 10:57 p.m. my dream was, that i was a guy and i was dating this girl who was a witch but i didn't know that also, chris is singing very, very loudly now odd and my roommate figured out that she was a witch by figuring out that if he put copper near the answering machine, it would make her call and leave a message lol except, since she was a witch, her soul was being slowly consumed by evil lol and she realized this, so she wanted to stop being a witch but it was too late to stop the decay of her soul and all of the really scary shit that was happening to her im sorry that sucks and so each time he did this the messages became progressively weirder until it wasn't her calling anymore, it was just the sounds inside her mind going onto our answering machine so he did this, and finally he figured out that it was copper that did it so i was out somewhere and when i came home, he was all excited and he wanted to show me and? so he threw some pennies near the answering machine and it was right at that moment that my witchy girlfriend was killing herself by burning herself in an oven thats awful and so the sounds on the answering machine were terrifying gut wrenching sounds and they were supernatural, so that by our proximity to the machine, the sounds leapt like sparks into our minds and became a rapid stream of images some of them were horrible terrifying images, and others were like pictionary, to tell us what was happening to her thats... really indepth so we saw things like burnt bodies, pizza, letters of the word oven, flames, diseased people screaming, hanged people's skeletons still dangling, etc. crazy normal images mixed in with hideous ones deformed faces maggots in the eye sockets and more eww all in the space of one or two seconds when i woke up, i discovered that in my sleep i had taken all my clothes off and thrown them across the room bizarre and the first thing i saw when i woke up was a cd that fell out of the sandman book i had been reading and so immediately i thought of ringu and that made it a billion times worse especially with a tv at the foot of my bed lol im so sorry yeah i was already sort of thinking of ringu anyway because the images in the dream, while completely different from the ringu video, had the same feel to them i was vicariously experiencing supernatural torment with no explanation or warning lol like the people who watched the video in the movie oh yeah i was jolted awake by terror it's not like something else woke me up in the middle of it i woke up just from being so terrified i know what you mean that happens to me quite often though i can never remember what caused the terror it's probably better that way maybe but i wake up like that about once every night or so god that's terrible i would kill myself ehh, its ok you really get used to it its not necessarily terror so much as it is overwhelming negative emotions if i had that dream or anything comparable to it on a regular basis i would not sleep i dont sleep well... ever no i wouldn't allow myself to lose conciousness i would become a speed freak good luck with that i'm serious lol if that dream recurs, i'm checking into a mental hospital boo i swear to god dont do that i wont be able to fuck you then ^_^ that's how disturbing it was i told it to my sister when i ran to her room she said "what is _wrong_ with you?" lol love you don't understand how disturbing it was i can imagine, dearie it was like i was being electrified, my mind flooded with images of grotesque death, and hallucinating that i was on fire, all at once im sorry i remember it really clearly 10:55 PM it was like each successive image was knocking me back, knocking the wind out of me so i couldn't scream or move or even wake up right away it took a few seconds to even be able to open my eyes get the blood brother's "ambulance vs ambulance" it will make you feel better even after i knew it was a dream im so sorry it's like there really was a ghost somewhere doing that to me it didn't feel like my own mind im sorry
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