2003-10-23 - 2:03 p.m.

shiningbluerobot:

i wonder

if we do go nicely together

how do you explain to someone that every little unpleasant happening in your life or every little obstacle results in a massive existential crisis

how do you explain to someone the crippling self-doubt and the crippling self-loathing

and how do you get them to understand

and even if you do get them to understand, how do you get them to care

and even if... against astronomical odds... you find someone who does care

what can they do to help you

one step forward - one step back